December 2009
It is not pathetic to spend New Year's eve with my...
(Is it pathetic?)
So i was wondering...
When I go away to college, i keep thinking about how I want to reinvent myself, become a whole new person. I’m wondering if I’m going to end up falling into the exact same person or if I can be a new more confident version of myself.
Its time for me to stop doing things just because...
I’m going to Cape Cod with my family for New Years Eve. I’m happy about it. I really did not want to party anyway. I feel like the only reason i wanted to go out is so that I would know that I am a socially acceptable person. I feel like I keep thinking that I have this terrible social life when really it is not that bad. I have friends. I have plans at least once most weekends. I...
The reunion shirts shipped today :-)
Went to yet another movie tonight
Why is there nothing left to do in Pittsfield when it turns into winter. I’m running out of money.
I WILL do my english homework today.
Just looking at some of my old Barr homework (this...
“This is part of what’s wrong with you — you do too much singing. Today it’s time to stop singing and start swinging. You can’t sing up on freedom, but you can swing up on some freedom. Cassius Clay can sing, but singing didn’t help him to become the heavyweight champion of the world; swinging helped him become the heavyweight champion. This government has failed us; the government...
I love disney princess movies
especially when they are shared with people who squeel at all the cute happy and sad parts and start yelling at the screen. The four of us were the only ones in the whole theater, and Zac popped in every so often because he works at the theater. I love having the movie theater to yourself. Its like watching a movie at home but on a bigger screen.Very fun night.
EEK!!! →
Camp Sickness is Hitting Hard
Just thinking about everything last summer and how much I want to be back there. Some of my memories from last summer…
Showering really quickly so that we could be the first ones back to Wil scarlet so that we could either tuck in and sing to the water skiiers or hang out with Bucky
Living in the EF even though our girls were psychos
The adventure to the Tyro bathroom with no flashlights
...
I am officially done applying to college
woohoo!!
I Love This →
So...
Right now i am slowly sucking the chocolate off of my chocolate covered coffee beans and then throwing the beans away, as i am beginning to come up with a list of what my resolutions shall be this year
1. Lose 25 pounds. The moment it becomes 2010 i am going to stop eating all this shit that i have been eating and turn over a new leaf
2. Stop being so judgemental
3. Stop procrastinating
4....
I feel like i’m really unhappy and bored with my life right now, but I’m not really sure exactly why that is. I feel like all I keep doing is thinking about how great college is going to be and how much i’m looking forward to college. I’m not really livng right now. My social life is shit, and i just keep thinking about how if i were to god forbid die between now and...
So i have this secret fantasy...
of a certain boy i know who can play a 12 string guitar, playing me dave matthews and matt nathanson songs for hours on end.
“A change based on justice, built with love will bring us the most anxiously...”
– Adolpho Perez Nobel Prize 1980 (I GET TO MEET HIM IN THE SPRING!!!)
I am the biggest fool in the whole wide world
I just discovered about 5 minutes ago that boston university does not have a civil engineering major. I’m so stupid! Oh well i guess that means that i am done with college stuff now.
All i have left to do out of all my college stuff...
shit
What needs to get done today!
WRITE BU ESSAY(don’t need to do this one anymore)
Write art resume for the Tufts Art Supplement
Read over all essays and get a second opinion on them.
Submit applications(I need to do this. TODAY)
Send RPI application in the mail
Send fly the check for the reunion
Put together a list of food that we need to bring
Remind holly to send the check
Look up sweatpants and shirts for...
I'm pretty sure
TO DO TODAY!
Write BU essay and send application
Submit tufts application
Submit Cornell application
Send RPI Application
Send Fly money for reunion
Go to work at the club
Read lady with the lap dog and do questions
Read the lesson and do questions
read tone chapter intro
Activate new phone
Make some food
Merry Almost Christmas Everyone!!!
Yay for 2 swim practices in about 16 hours.
I love my friends
I love how we can have a totally innocent evening of holiday merriment with no alcohol involved. I really felt so sophisticated and grown up today.
Very socially capable and adult like day.
Went to school for 4 periods, took some tests, ate some candy canes. Then went out to lunch with sarah and kaylyn. Then went to Jackie’s and made crab cakes, italian ice, and “puppy chow” for Mike’s. Now I have practice followed by a nice party until around midnight. Yes we made crab cakes. I feel so mature. And so full.
What's brown and sticky?
A stick
Time for bed.
about to embark on a solo preview of the...
sothisischristmas:
because tomorrow is unofficial “give out baked goods to everyone you know” day.
lmeadow, if you feel up to it, feel free to stop by at any point tonight for freshbaked cookies
Its times like this i really wish we lived closer together :-P
written on one of the peer suggestion sheets after...
Wait, what the hell, do they think they’re like a fashion master or something. They should stop worrying about stupid things like necklaces (not that your necklaces are stupid) What does that have to do with your oral report and how did someone that immature get into ap spanish.
sothisischristmas:
“pick a necklace, you don’t need four.”
STFU
5 minutes ago I was uber motivated.
I was going to get all my homework done tonight and do wicked good on my Physics test tomorrow.
Now, tiredness has hit me and all i want to do is go to sleep.
This sucks
I’m going to fail.
Its 11:13
I still have all of my physics problem set to complete and all my english questions to do. Its going to be a long night, but probably my last one until next year :-)
Ready, set...
PHYSICS!!!!!!
Actually buckling down to do my calc
Because Ms. Murphy already scares the shit out of me.
I really want to take a hot shower.
Drinking hot chocolate and not having to go to...
Now i just need to get an enormous pile of homework and swim practice out of the way and i’m set.
Shall i finish my homework, or write a big long...
Or sleep?
Tumblr it is.
So can I just say I am so obsessed with the Sing Off. First off, Ben Folds is a judge. He is the greatest man in the world, basically. And knows so much about music. And he is wicked funny in a dorky Anna humor sort of way. Second, I am addicted to/in love with A Capella. I wish i could sing so that I could join an A capella group in college next year but alas I can not...
I’m going upstairs, taking a shower, finishing my young goodman brown questions, write my last college essay, finish making/wrapping my christmas presents, attempting to start some physics, putting on some relaxing music, and going to bed. Ok…GO!
Why are we forced to read Nathaniel Hawthorne?
Why am i doing absolutely nothing when i should be...
Why do my posts keep disappearing from my...
He said...
I have seen the others and I have discovered that this fight is not worth fighting. I have seen their mothers and I will no others to follow me where I’m going. So take a shower and shine your shoes you have no time to lose you are young and you must be living.
I really just love Ben Folds and A Capella SO...
Ten Things I Hate About You is a wonderful movie
Heath Ledger at his most beautiful. At this moment he is singing on the bleachers and I really just love it so much.
What to do today.
Clean room
Order camp reunion shirts
Write my BU essay
Bake something christmasy
Do at least some of my english homework
Go through college essays and make sure they’re good.
Apply for some scholarships
Finish making some christmas presents.
Finish wrapping some christmas presents.
Watch a movie
I got into Umass too. The Commonwealth Honors...
